2011

Bonne année Finally after a long I haven't wrote anything on my blog, now I'm back with tons of stories that stuck in my mind and I come peacefully and with happiness on my face. I don't know how to express mine to you all guys. But all I can say is the best part of my short holiday is I have been with friends and my whole family. Because my dad and my first brother came together with me to this fav small hometown and met with my mom and my second brother. I was totally freaking happy with it. Yeah I finally got a chance on this special big moments in my entire life. I don't need a present underneath my christmas tree, or santa came to my room and give me a small present. No no thanks, but I don't need that lol. I got the biggest and precious gifts from God, that I could meet my family to got together and laughed and shared our stories, went out for dinner, took photos etc. That was a very beautiful moments. And after all, I met my friends too!!! :) I'm terribly love them. Anyways They all the best things I have. Although not ALL my friends could get together with me on christmas day and new years eve. But at least, I had fun with few of my friends and God I'm so grateful.

J'aime beaucoup mes amis :)

my silly brother! LOL

AU REVOIR! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011! :)

hello!! Just wanna say a very late merry christmas for you guys! Hope you had an amazing time just like me :)

Would you escape far from the real world with me?

I NEED THAT! No one disturbs, enjoying the sound of birds, taking a picture, sleep outside in the wild area. You know exactly there are fears in the night but you don't even care about it cause you are enjoying every single thing of those fears and experiences. Sometimes we need that for sure :) cause this damn real world has offered many bullshit stuffs, criminals here and there, fake people. So everyone should be aware and go to the real world and find the things that you cannot find in the fake world. So welcome to the real world that there is no fake things waiting for you. AU REVOIR!

Pinky crush

Can I get this tattoo?

Love was here but I guess is all gone now

We love this craziness!

These two girls are my besties. Maybe I couldn't get friends like them out there. But I know that I also can get new best friends in my new life here. But again there is no one could change the place as my real and my old bestfriends in my life :) My other friends that I really want to meet is Queen, Nance and I hope that Patris was here too with us. but she couldn't so she staying there and doing her homeworks. She must be so envy when see this photos haha ;) AU REVOIR!

WILD girls in a WILD magic world

HEY, It is WILD CHILD AREA, you better watchout!

Yes it is WILDFOX COUTURE! I've been waiting these girls doing some cool photoshoots with the best style ever. And they made it again! They came out with super-gorgeous outfits. And the theme of those photoshoots are very unique. Girls out there, you better love them. If no one loves them then you guys are lameee! haha :D

AU REVOIR!

ALL new!

My dearest blog sorry for not updating you again since school has just started 2 weeks ago. It made me so excited and happy also kinda busy for me. Uhm.. I could smell and see how different environment in university. No more high school does not mean I am free forever. My real life has officially begun!! eventhough I will be missing every single thing in my high school's life in my sweet hometown. But life is always moving on. I'm doing it now! As long as I learning french, I was feeling good and my mood is always become friendly to me :) Such a good news to start my university life. Learning french is not difficult. I hope so haha. I was not lying about that. I will say it thousand times because I do love to learn it. So wish me luck! ;D Again this is not the end of my life. But my true life is just started, this is not the end and life ready to draw a beautiful future for me! AU REVOIR!

Feel free

Now I feel like in a bird cage and I can't go anywhere and I can't even take the oxygen to breathe easily. So damn horrible huh. Well, I just want to feel my heart free and build this words like "hey girl there is no need to worry about" Do what makes you happy and feel comfort. Let your minds cooling down. I want to feel free like those balloons fly away. And be there in the middle of the sea and look it up to the sun and enjoy the clouds directly. All we exactly know that time will never ever turn back and make things up right when you regret
of so many things that was happened in the past. Just get through ever single day with the right things. Hope soon I can feel what should I have to feel about. So I have the chances to fix it. FEEL FREE AND FRESH guys!

My dream picnic party

When sun is going to shine in the morning. What you guys think to plan? well, maybe I think the perfect one is have a picnic with someone you love. Honestly I haven't got a chance to have a good picnic with family or even my friends. And we did not have a perfect place and perfect time to do it. Well I just remembered that I used to have picnic with my school's friends. And it was amazing! But I do want a special and another great picnic. Besides that I have a dream picnic party that I really want to bring into reality. As like me, I bet many of you will love this picnic. Especially who hates picnic, park or garden and flowers. I will give you a time to love it! And you have to! so let's see and tell me what do you think. Hope we have the same thought about it :)

You can choose have a picnic with a perfect table settings like this one.

Or you can choose sit on the ground :)

I'm tired of so many polutions here and there from vehicles, traffic jam, and alot of things that I do really tired of. So that's why I need a place that could give me a clean oxygen to breathe. And the only one is a GREEN GARDEN with flowers all around. ahhh that would be so gorgeous! I hope I could create this someday :D AU REVOIR!

Aloneness, Loneliness, and Emptiness

Maybe now some of you feel sooo alone and empty. Guys that is the exactly what I feel right now. ughh of course I hate it! but in case you forgot, Life is still a Life and it always moves on no matter what. When you really want to get out of this bad feelings you don't need to runaway from it but all you need to do is hardwork to get out of these feelings. I am feeling it and I want something crazy to do so I can forget all of it and at the right time I can comeback with a good smile and a better feeling. Hopefully tomorrow!

AU REVOIR! :)

Bornday

Here I am with my new age. Yeah I was late to post about this topic. Yups I'm 18 years old now!! If those of you did not know about it or you might don't wanna know when the exactly date of my birthday well it's ok lol. anyway my birthday is 19th july 1992. So I'm going to shout out loud to my new age 18th! I'm so grateful that God still giving me a another life to enjoy and be someone better than before and change my bad attitude from now on. Well nothings more I could say how happy and grateful I am on this month. But then on my birthday I felt so empty and something different. Yes maybe one of the reason is now I live far away from my family, my besties, and all people that I really love. With only small pizza, chicken spaghetti, and milk soda I celebrated my Birthday with the only one my bestfriend in the same city with me, Patricia. It was on monday, 19th july at pizza hut. Before that, we went to movie theater and watched PREDATOR. That was sickkk! Loved that movie! So the end of my birthday was simple, no big surprises and nothing was very special. Nevertheless, I got alot of wishes and greetings on facebook. and it really means alot for me. Also I got a cutie present from my besties. and guess what? It is a white bra! lmaooo! haha :D anyway THANKOOO girls for the massive bra that you gave to me LOL. I'm gonna show off to people haha jus kiddin. Well peeps that is all I had to say. I'm done!

AU REVOIR!

Leather, Antique, and Old

DEAR my blog......

Dear my beloved blog, sorry for not updating you for a couple months ago til now. So please forgive for all my mistakes. And the best part is finally I'M BACKKKKKKKKK!! I'm sooo damn happy to see you and my blogger friends again after a longggg time ago I didn't write and update my story life and all the things up that happened in my life. Cause there were a lot of things to finish up like my high schools life, some exams to be done first, and then find the best university for me. And thank God I finally found it and now I'm a student of Gajah Mada University one of the best univ. in Indonesia. YEAHHH I'm so proud of it. And I chose French literature as my major in univ. If your asking why, I will answer none of good reason can explain it. Some people said too many things to me like it is not a good major and it would be very hard to find the perfect job in the future blablablah. Really I'm tired of all those silly words. There is no people know the exactly things that could happen in my life in the future. But I do care about these compliments cause it meant they care to me and wanted me to reach the best. Well, I'm ok with that and thankooo! I do really appreciate it :) Anyway, sometimes I'm not sure of what I chose. NO regret for that. Cause then I'm sure 100% of what I chose. There are some peoples that always be there to support me. yes it's my family the biggest supporter and also my friends and other peoples out there. I will show to you guys and world that Ima be successful woman and It will HAPPEN soon! So this is a short of my life's story for 2 months ago that you guys never know before. May God bless you and me. Let's do the best cause this world is waiting for us who want to hardwork for it!

I need to give all my heart to these VINTAGE dresses :)

xoxo <3

Whiiiteee smile

Nicole Richie in Gisele Magazine

again i have to say Nicole Richie looks so completely gorgeous in Japanese Magazine, Gisele. i love everything from her hair to her toe. also love her collection. she makes want to do like what she did in fashion world. check out girls!

xoxoxo♥

Girl's day!

SUNNY DAY friday,23 april 2010 is one of the best day in my life!! woo hoo!

Don't know why girl's day is always amazing. it is definetely trueeee. because i always had soo much fun with my girls friend lol. i could share anything with them, like my nail polish, my accessoris, and discuss about what color and style that looks perfect for us. and yes it was fun do every single thing like that with your girl's friends. and the most interesting thing that i always do with my friends is PHOTOSHOOT and find the best setting to make it more perfect every angle. so lets see how was our photoshot going on yesterday. well here they are some of our photos taken by me, ola, patricia, and lindos. and also the model is the same person who took the photos. yes its me and my girls :))

i chose this outfit with some vintage stuff. like colorful flower dress and red nail polish with rose ring! PERFECT

one of my favourite photo! taken by patris. thanks sweet! :)

THIS is my three awesome girls. they are my best friends!

This girl named PATRICIA, taken by me! i loveee this too.

this girl named OLA

this girl named ERLINDA

being friends with them for about 3-4 years was sooo wonderful! i could not explain it with my own words. but i can explain it with my hearts. they are my friends,the best thing i have in this world. not only them but all my friends out there I LOVE YOUUUUU !! ♥

xoxo