Rise and Shine!

I WANT TO BE A DIFFERENT. NOT SAME AS THE OTHERS. CAUSE I HAVE MY OWN DREAM THAT I BELIEVE IN. AND I DON'T BLAME THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN THEIRSELVES. It's ONLY all about me to how I can push my self and run with confidence. Lately, I'm just sitting in without no effort to make a little dream come true. Am I a couch potato person? Yes you can say that. Am I the person who is living in my dream but with many fears to step forward? Yes true. I'm too coward with all of the stuff that gonna happen next. That sucks huh? Yup. Sometimes I said to my self, "Hey wake up! you can do better than this. You can do more than this." It was a big slap for me to wake up when I've been dreaming something only in my bedtime. How possible I did it when I'm still young and I have tons of energy to do some MORE and IMPORTANT than this. I turned back cause I felt like, "these people, those people" have more ability but I don't. If I could say, I'm just a balloon that can't fly high to the sky. So when people is already up there, I'm still stuck in a tree or people's hand who hold the balloon. Why am I really NOT doing everything I want just beacause I'm afraid of having no ability?! I have to move forward. I must have something, I just don't know how to start and to use it. And most of all build my confidence first. I want a change in life. I'm not going to close my eyes for not seeing people who already run fast in front of me. But I will open my eyes to catch them cos I missed a lot of things thay I shouldn't miss. Rise and Shine baby!!!

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