My dream picnic party

When sun is going to shine in the morning. What you guys think to plan? well, maybe I think the perfect one is have a picnic with someone you love. Honestly I haven't got a chance to have a good picnic with family or even my friends. And we did not have a perfect place and perfect time to do it. Well I just remembered that I used to have picnic with my school's friends. And it was amazing! But I do want a special and another great picnic. Besides that I have a dream picnic party that I really want to bring into reality. As like me, I bet many of you will love this picnic. Especially who hates picnic, park or garden and flowers. I will give you a time to love it! And you have to! so let's see and tell me what do you think. Hope we have the same thought about it :)

You can choose have a picnic with a perfect table settings like this one.

Or you can choose sit on the ground :)

I'm tired of so many polutions here and there from vehicles, traffic jam, and alot of things that I do really tired of. So that's why I need a place that could give me a clean oxygen to breathe. And the only one is a GREEN GARDEN with flowers all around. ahhh that would be so gorgeous! I hope I could create this someday :D AU REVOIR!

Aloneness, Loneliness, and Emptiness

Maybe now some of you feel sooo alone and empty. Guys that is the exactly what I feel right now. ughh of course I hate it! but in case you forgot, Life is still a Life and it always moves on no matter what. When you really want to get out of this bad feelings you don't need to runaway from it but all you need to do is hardwork to get out of these feelings. I am feeling it and I want something crazy to do so I can forget all of it and at the right time I can comeback with a good smile and a better feeling. Hopefully tomorrow!

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Bornday

Here I am with my new age. Yeah I was late to post about this topic. Yups I'm 18 years old now!! If those of you did not know about it or you might don't wanna know when the exactly date of my birthday well it's ok lol. anyway my birthday is 19th july 1992. So I'm going to shout out loud to my new age 18th! I'm so grateful that God still giving me a another life to enjoy and be someone better than before and change my bad attitude from now on. Well nothings more I could say how happy and grateful I am on this month. But then on my birthday I felt so empty and something different. Yes maybe one of the reason is now I live far away from my family, my besties, and all people that I really love. With only small pizza, chicken spaghetti, and milk soda I celebrated my Birthday with the only one my bestfriend in the same city with me, Patricia. It was on monday, 19th july at pizza hut. Before that, we went to movie theater and watched PREDATOR. That was sickkk! Loved that movie! So the end of my birthday was simple, no big surprises and nothing was very special. Nevertheless, I got alot of wishes and greetings on facebook. and it really means alot for me. Also I got a cutie present from my besties. and guess what? It is a white bra! lmaooo! haha :D anyway THANKOOO girls for the massive bra that you gave to me LOL. I'm gonna show off to people haha jus kiddin. Well peeps that is all I had to say. I'm done!

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Leather, Antique, and Old

DEAR my blog......

Dear my beloved blog, sorry for not updating you for a couple months ago til now. So please forgive for all my mistakes. And the best part is finally I'M BACKKKKKKKKK!! I'm sooo damn happy to see you and my blogger friends again after a longggg time ago I didn't write and update my story life and all the things up that happened in my life. Cause there were a lot of things to finish up like my high schools life, some exams to be done first, and then find the best university for me. And thank God I finally found it and now I'm a student of Gajah Mada University one of the best univ. in Indonesia. YEAHHH I'm so proud of it. And I chose French literature as my major in univ. If your asking why, I will answer none of good reason can explain it. Some people said too many things to me like it is not a good major and it would be very hard to find the perfect job in the future blablablah. Really I'm tired of all those silly words. There is no people know the exactly things that could happen in my life in the future. But I do care about these compliments cause it meant they care to me and wanted me to reach the best. Well, I'm ok with that and thankooo! I do really appreciate it :) Anyway, sometimes I'm not sure of what I chose. NO regret for that. Cause then I'm sure 100% of what I chose. There are some peoples that always be there to support me. yes it's my family the biggest supporter and also my friends and other peoples out there. I will show to you guys and world that Ima be successful woman and It will HAPPEN soon! So this is a short of my life's story for 2 months ago that you guys never know before. May God bless you and me. Let's do the best cause this world is waiting for us who want to hardwork for it!