Stay strong friend!

We never know when we will die in the future. You, me and us never know! And the hardest thing is when you will lose someone who you really love so much in this life. And they suddenly gone without saying anything and we couldn't be there when they felt the pain inside. We couldn't see their faces for the last time, and held tight their hands, hugged and kissed them, and saw their smile. OH what a precious things to do for the last time. Anyway, life is too short, so make something great in this life, be a good person wherever you are and whatever you do. Time is going so fast. we all never know about what will be happen in the next 2 seconds, minutes, hours, years. And for my friend who lost someone her love, God has a super great plans for your family,and you are a tough girl and make him proud of you :)

Ecclesiastes

3:11 God has made everything fit beautifully in its appropriate time, but He has also placed ignorance in the human heart so that people cannot discover what God has ordained, from the beginning to the end of their lives.

Get married when you 18?

When christmas on dec, I came back to my hometown for spending my whole christmas day and new year’s eve with family and friends. Once night, me and my friends thought about something that we just remembered. Yeah one of my friend tied knot on october. But we couldn’t go to her wedding’s party because we were school in another city. So yeah we couldn’t. Then we came to her house and just wanted to say congrats to the newlyweds. Yup we got a little shocked when he said “this is my HUSBAND” hmm sounds so damn awkward. When you 18 the one you would tell to your friends is “this is my BOYFRIEND” haha. But I totally understood about it altough it still sounds weird till now lol. She told us about anything! It was not a secret anymore for those two couples. Yeah she shared a story about when she did ‘that thing’ and blah blah blah. Oh yeah maybe for us that could be a knowledge or not exactly? Well we were curious. But suddenly I just wanted to throw up. You know, that was a totally sensitive thing between you and your man. How could you tell about that in front of us? Anyway that was a long nice story. We really got attention to her story haha. And that was funny cuz my friends had a really curious-faces. Yup I could read those faces lol! And questions was spinning around through my head at that time. You know we are still young. We have a lot of things to do in this world. We have chances. We have anything that you want to reach, just pick what things you wanted. Then get that shit guys! But when you get married, oh gosh some parts of your life is gonna be a big deal for you. When you want to do something crazy with your friends, flirt with handsome guys, or sleep with your mom when your feeling bored or sad, and sometimes be like a big baby when you want it haha. Oh anyway that would be hard to be happen when you get married. What you should do is just focus on your family that you just built with you partner of life. And seriously, that’s such a heavy thing to do when we are still 18. Only a tough and truly independent girl can do it, I guess so. Everyone has a different thought right? Well I think this is not a totally big problem because we have choises in this life. And when you decided something, you couldn’t regret it. Cause in this life, there is no previous or stop button. You need to face it. AU REVOIR