I LOST my confidence!

Here I am with my fears and my tears. I smile outside, but I cry inside. I laugh outside, but I scream out inside. It seems like I'm strong enough of being around people, but actually I'm so weak inside. I've been keeping this just to myself, I didn't share to people, my mom or even God. That was the problem I think. I lost my confidence for like a few days ago. I had a big struggle with myself. Yes I was wrong cause I saw people with my head down. I felt something bad that I can't tell you here. I know everyone has weakness. There is none of people is perfect. I should learn from people that didn't get a great chances like I did. I should have realized from the beginning. And thank God I have my mom. She is such a good bestfriend. She told me, I need to trust myself and you will reach what you have did. And of course pray to God is needed. There is no solution if you keep your fears but you didn't tell Him. He is a good listener. He won't tell your secret to anyone, and the biggest thing is He will give you a BIG SHOOT at the right time and you don't even know when. You need to believe it. Don't keep your head down but keep your head up. People don't look you cause of your weakness but cause your heart. So make yourself confident. And yes my problem solved! Thank you mom, Thank You Lord! AU REVOIR!